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We look to the past and yet we do not see the lesson. Armed with nothing but faith we face the future. Our ignorance shall take its toll soon and when the time comes we will only dwell on our tears. We seek answers from the memory forgotten. I fear we do not see each other as we hoped. And yet we move boldly into each others arms desperately walking in the dark with our hands tied behind our back. Tomorrow we shall see that it should not be. The road we took became a burden and the force called love moves us no more. It shall be our fate. Could you save me from my fear that lies so deep in my heart? The gift of foresight brings me not solitude but it's a curse of pain, tears, and sadness. Our choices are not always right. We only hope it's for the best. And when dawn comes without warning, we drown slowly by its light. It burns, I tell you. The promise of a new day shows little comfort. Then as we wave goodbye to the night we think of sleep, and oh how I miss it. I dream of you in a place where the laughter of the people around, I could not help but envy. I need to find my own. What now? Shall I forever dwell in the depths of my emotion? No, you shall not conquer me! You shall not destroy my being! (Written 03.18.03)